Ok....so here's the deal. The last few days I have been so busy with things, yet my brain has been starved for some type of stimulation. Adult stimulation...and no I don't mean porn ( I consider porn to be more of a physical stimulation than a mental one). What do I mean then? Some days it feels like the only person I talk to that's an adult is my self...yes I have found myself talking to myself quite often. I am starting to feel as though I am losing more brain cells by staying home than I did the entire 7 years of college. I read the news, and I watch the news, but I don't feel intellectually stimulated. I think it is quite sad. Today I rejoiced in the fact I got to play mr potato head. Bad things happen when an intellectually starved individual plays withpotato head. I made a really disturbing creature which then I proceeded to show Isabel...and she started screaming.
I don't know what kind of a funk I am in, but it sucks. A friend of mine blogged the other day about being "successful in the world" I remember once I was in the job scene...getting fancy coffee on my way to the daily grind...yet I felt something was missing. Now I have a husband and kids whom I dearly love...yet there is still something missing. To my friend ....you may think you aren't living to your full potential by being a working woman...but I have now been both extremes...and I can say the this end doesn't feel quite right either.
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